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Her name is Valerie.Born December 30.Stopped celebrating her birthday in 2008.Currently studying in FMSS as the graduating class of 09.Hopes to get into Ngee Ann to do Vetenarian Science.Loves her dearest friends:Jessica,Keith,Kenneth...etc. :) Too many to mention.Loves all things vintage&countrified.
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♥ Te amaré por siempre más.,
Friday, August 28, 2009
Time now: Friday, August 28, 2009

just in case ya'll don't know..I've moved...

www.filledwithlove.onsugar.com

♥ Te amaré por siempre más.,
Saturday, August 15, 2009
Time now: Saturday, August 15, 2009

Ah poop!It's like perlim period and I am so not prepsred for it!I am so dead.I am so far behind in my maths revision.I just found out my Chemistry sucks.At least when they are in like one whole chunk.Give me topic by topic and I'll do well.Through th whol thing at me and I'm lost.A goner.Ah crap! :( Better start studying now.I've slacked a little too much this year,this term,this time.If I want to get into the Vetenarian Science course I want in Ngee Ann..I better buck up!No more slacking.No more being lazy.Now is STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY.Gotta start hypnotising myself.LOL.Ahhhh! (>(oo)<)

♥ Te amaré por siempre más.,
Monday, August 10, 2009
Time now: Monday, August 10, 2009

I so need to get a life...I can't believe how boring my life is..!If it's not school then it's at home or tuition.Argh..I can't wait for O levels to finish.Because after O levels...I AM SO GOING TO GET A FKING LIFE!One where I can at least enjoy myself and take pictures...It's been awhile since I last took pictures with my friends..?Or even have some decent fun.Not saying that time spent with my family isn't.Spending time with my family is cool.I can actually laugh with my family... :) But there are days when I need to hang out with my friends too..&it has been ages since I last did that...SIGH....

♥ Te amaré por siempre más.,
Sunday, August 09, 2009
Time now: Sunday, August 09, 2009

First of all,
HAPPY 44th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! :)
&HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EVERYBODY! :D

Secondly,
Audrey,if you see this..Hope you really are okay now.I don't know what's going on but really,although you won't tell anyone what's up..Just so you know,we all care for you and if you need someone to talk to,you can always call on us. :) Love youu

Hmmm...Okay,so yeah..It's been awhile since I last blogged..Hahaha.How many days ago..?Just last monday...Hahaha.Kay lar.Not too bad. :] Hahaha.So last night we (we meaning my whole family and cousins' family) all went to watch Up at Vivo.Really good show.Must watch. :) The beginning of the movie was really really sweet. ^_^ So yeah...today. :) Today was rather different.We didn't have service and sunday classes like we usually do.We sat randomly in the Oikos room and hed service then message was delivers by Paster Jeff I think... O.o He was an ex-acs boy.How nice..But his sermon was great man!Damn funny.So after the sermon we played games.Hosted by Kai Yang. :) Hahaha.The first game was a little like ice breaker.Get to know each other better.That one was fun.Then while waiting for the rest to finish,we asked each other really lame jokes.here are some :
From Sam(Slim):
One day the daddy papaya and the son papaya went for a walk.Then the daddy papaya said to the son "Son,do you know what you are..?" The son said "Papa ya.." :D
From Constance:
Why did the boy throw the butter out the window?
To see a butter fly. :D

From Nick:
Why did the boy sit on the clock?
So he could be on time. :D

From Constance(again):
What did the male octopus say to the female octopus..?
I WANNA HOLD YOU HAND HAND HAND HAND HAND HAND HAND HAND! XD


Hahahaha.Then we played a second game where we have to go find "dates" with each other and then we have to ask each other questions posed by Kai Yang.Hahaa.So at the end of the game,we heard each other's answers.There was one when we had to ask each other what was our pick-up line&there were lots of funny pick-up lines.Here are some :
From Sam(Slim) :
Do you have any raisins?
No.
Okay,then do you have any dates? :D
From Noelle:
I cannot be a marksman anymore...
Why?
Because I keep missing you.


Hahaha.So yeah..today was a very laugh-ish day. :) LOL!

Overall : I'M A HAPPY LITTLE GIRL! ^__^

♥ Te amaré por siempre más.,
Saturday, August 01, 2009
Time now: Saturday, August 01, 2009

Woohoo!Yesterday really was great. :) PE I managed to play rather well in badminton. :) Played with Keith then after that paired with him to play against Mark and Joseph.Hahahaha!Then Mr Ng trained me a bit.Hahaha.So yeah...After school went for art then went off to shower and off to vivo ti meet Jess. :) Keith came along too!YAY!A day out with my 2 bestfriends! <3 Hahahaha. ^_^ Watched Harry Potter.First of all...THE MOVIE PLOT CHANGED A HELL LOT!It's completely different from the damn book..?Jess and I were like "THIS IS NOT FROM THE BOOK!" "THIS WAS NOT SUPPOSE TO HAPPEN!" "THIS DIDN'T HAPPEN!" Hahahahaa!While Keith was sitting there enjoying his food.HAHAHA. ^_^ Ahwell...Overall it was fun. :)

♥ Te amaré por siempre más.,
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Time now: Thursday, July 30, 2009

Just a short post...

CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW!TOMORROW'S GOING TO BE AN EXCITING DAY!
P.E = BADMINTON MANIA WITH KEITH!
AFTER SCHOOL OFF TO VIVOCITY CINEMAS TO WATCH HARRY POTTER! <3
TOMORROW'S GOING TO BE A CAM-WHORE DAY TOO! (I guess...) :)

♥ Te amaré por siempre más.,
Friday, July 24, 2009
Time now: Friday, July 24, 2009

Wooha.Another day and another week has gone.Not a very bad week either. :) Feel rather accomplished.My art now looks more complete than ever!Yipee!Hahahaha.Just got to add more details and touch up.GAWD.&I don't feel so stressed out either. :) I'm actually feeling rather relaxed. O_O I think something's wrong.I shouldn't be feeling so relaxed...I should be anxious and fretting for prelims... :0 What the hell is wrong with me..?Hope I won't flunk my prelims...I'd be super devastated...It's going to be a repeat of last year's prelims...No thanks man!Hahaha.Guss I shall really start to sit down and study study study. :] Shall end here now...I SHOULD BE STUDYINGGGG. :D

♥ Te amaré por siempre más.,
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Time now: Saturday, July 18, 2009

Hmmmm...It's been awhile. :) Life just seems to be getting better and better. :) I guess..Let me see...Last Sunday was Youth Sunday.Was Usher along with Noelle,Clara,Jim and Marcus. :) Real fun&slack!Haha.Sent cousin off to Australia after church. :) Chatted with BESTFRIEND&found out some stuff.Awwwww... :) Monday,Tuesday,Wednesday and Thursday went by in a blur of art,art,art and art. :) Friday's PE was really fun.Played badminton with BESTFRIEND.Kept making me run..Tiring but fun. :) Played with Mr. Ng too.Then helped to pack up. :) After that went for art and off to ECP! :) It was really fun.But sad I couldn't join in with the MCM.. :( Haha.Ohwell..BESTFRIEND actually ferried me over to Blue Lagoon for dinner with Kenneth and Jin Kiat. :) Cam-whored there. :) Really an enjoyable night.Although it was really short.. :) Hahaha.Then today was another rather enjoyable day.Had tuition with Audrey and after that had some bonding time with her over lunch and at the bus stop. :) Really glad that we can still talk about alot of things although we have gone our own seperate ways.LOVE YA AUDREY! :) Hahaha.Overall,I am a happy little girl. ^_^ LOTS OF LOVE!

♥ Te amaré por siempre más.,
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Time now: Sunday, June 28, 2009

HEAL THE WORLD

There's
A Place In
Your Heart
And I Know That It Is Love
And This Place
Could
Be Much
Brighter Than Tomorrow
And If You Really Try
You'll Find There's No Need
To Cry
In This Place You'll Feel
There's No Hurt Or Sorrow

There Are Ways
To Get There
If You
Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
Make A Better
Place...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For
Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care
Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

If You Want To Know Why
There's A Love That
Cannot Lie
Love
Is Strong
It Only Cares For
Joyful Giving
If We Try
We Shall See
In This Bliss
We Cannot Feel
Fear Or Dread
We Stop Existing And
Start Living

Then It Feels That Always
Love's Enough For
Us
Growing
So Make A Better World
Make A Better World...

Heal The
World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human
Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

And The Dream We Were
Conceived In
Will Reveal A Joyful Face
And The World We
Once
Believed In
Will Shine Again In Grace
Then Why Do We Keep
Strangling
Life
Wound This Earth
Crucify Its Soul
Though It's Plain To See
This World Is Heavenly
Be God's Glow

We Could Fly So High
Let Our Spirits Never Die
In My Heart
I Feel You Are All
My
Brothers
Create A World With
No Fear
Together We'll Cry
Happy
Tears
See The Nations Turn
Their Swords
Into Plowshares

We
Could Really Get There
If You Cared Enough
For The Living
Make A
Little Space
To Make A Better Place...

Heal The World
Make It A
Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are
People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For
You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If
You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For
Me

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

There
Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better
Place
For You And For Me

There Are People Dying
If You Care
Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

You And For Me(X11)

Aaaaahhh.Seriously cannot believe Michael Jackson is gone man.Just spent an hour on making a scrapbook of Michael Jackson.Feel so proud of myself. :) Going to bring it around me everywhere I go.Hahaha.Hmmm...Okay,nothing much to say le.Hahaha.Shall stop here now.Byeee

god is a Dj;
life is a dancefloor;
I am the music;
&I choose to be a happy type of music;
so I am going to be happy.
:)

♥ Te amaré por siempre más.,
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Time now: Saturday, June 27, 2009

A Tribute to MICHAEL JACKSON:

Even though to some of us,he was indeed
GONE TOO SOON.Leaving us,both BLACK OR WHITE all in disbelief.Even though HE'S
OUT OF OUR LIVES,MJ would want us to be HAPPY and to BEAT IT,the sadness we are
feeling in our hearts.At least we've got his wonderful music to turn to,to help
HEAL THE WORLD from all our grief.WE ARE THE WORLD and together,we shall always
remember MJ as the one and only KING OF POP!WE ♥ YOU MJ!


Hmm..I'm eating cornetto ice-cream right now.So it's kinda hard for me to blog.HAHA!I'm like using one hand to type and I have to keep going back to correct my mistakes!HAHAHA.Anyway,regarding the above tribute to MJ...I SERIOUSLY CANNOT BELIEVE THAT HE IS REALLY GONE!He has truly and really made a huge impact in our lives with his awesome sound and sleek dance moves. :) He will indeed be dearly missed by all of us.From Madonna to JT to Ne-yo to everyone and anyone else who knows who MJ is! :) HAHAHA.Kay,shall stop here now.Before I start ranting about MJ.Hahaha.

god is the Dj;
life is the dance floor;
we are the music;
I choose to be a happy music;
so from now on,I am going to be happy.
:)

♥ Te amaré por siempre más.,
Friday, June 26, 2009
Time now: Friday, June 26, 2009


Oh gawd...The saddest news I have ever heard today : MICHAEL JACKSON.THE ONE AND ONLY MICHAEL JACKSON!THE LEGEND!THE KING OF POP!HAS PASSED ON.1985 - 2009 He will always be alive in our hearts,always dancing in the moonlight.Everyone is going to remember him because of his music and his awesome dance moves,the most famous of them all : the moonwalk.At the age of 11,he started his music career with his brothers as the JACKSON 5.All in all,MICHAEL JACKSON WILL ALWAYS BE ALIVE IN OUR HEARTS AND WILL ALWAYS BE KNOWN AS THE KING OF POP!BECAUSE HE ROCK!MAY YOU REST IN PEACE,DEAR MICHAEL JACKSON! <3
Hmmm..Today was mummy's b'day.Woke up and went to J8 with family and couins they all for branch at Coffee Bean there.Yum.Then went to the zoo while daddy and mummy had theit own special time.Hahaha.So at the zoo,we walked to the Children Play Area and while everybody was minding their own business...I was on the phone with BESTFRIEND. :) Was suppose to go online at about 11 to chat with BESTFRIEND but couldn't.So I smsed BESTFRIEND and we chatted on the phone for an hour.LOL!After that played awhile at the playground there and left for aunty's house.Baked the cake,showered and then went online to chat with BESTFRIEND as arranged. :) Hahaha.But had to leave a bit the soon.But yeah.We both said our part so it was okay I guess. :) Went Suntec the Sizzlers there for dinner and we ate a hell lot of food man!Hahaha.Mummy was very happy too.So today was a HUGE success!Hooray!Hahahaha.Okay,end here now.HASTA LA VISTA! <3
I'M A HAPPY GIRL TODAY. :)

♥ Te amaré por siempre más.,
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Time now: Thursday, June 25, 2009

Hmmm...It has been a while since I last posted.LOL.4 days,actually.So not so bad. :) Anyway,24/06 was loved man! :) Left for Plaza Singapura at about 10+.Met up with BESTFRIEND.Don't know who you are thinking but I can tell you you're wrong! :) Hahaha.So yeah.We met and BESTFRIEND already bought the tickets so we had a quick little breakfast and then went to catch the 11.20 Transformers 2 : Revenge Of The Fallen.It was really nice man! :) Then after that we went to watch Drag Me To Hell. :) That one was okay la.I did get freaked out a bit,but BESTFRIEND said it sucked.Hahaha.So after the movie,BESTFRIEND and I went to get takko balls and some callimari rings.Hahaha.Okay,more like BESTFRIEND did.Haha.But I got a bit out of the Callimari rings. :) Then BESTFRIEND and I walked to the Cathay and BESTFRIEND wanted to go catch another movie.Tsk tsk.3 movies in one day,no thanks.No money le.So yeah.I bought my B&J ice-cream!Yummy. :) After that we debated on where to go.BESTFRIEND wanted to go safra play pool or go play bowling.LOL.But I rejected them.I haven't find mummy's gift yet.So we decided to walk down towards Orchard. :) But along the way I spilt ice-cream on my shirt. :x So PS.The bottom had a hole and ice-cream was dripping down.GAWD!BESTFRIEND seriously got a shock man.Hahahaha.So BESTFRIEND and I ended up on a mission to get me a new shirt.Haha.So cute.We bought a "Who Came First?The Chicken Or The Egg?" shirt.Hahaha.So after that mission,it was time to look for mummy's present. :) So nice of BESTFRIEND to company me to look for mummy's present. :) Hahaha.Yeah,we went to The Cathay Cineleisure there&went to More Than Words to find mummy's present. :) Was planning to get mummy a monkey softoy.LOL.Then ended up getting her a cup with a Winnie the Pooh baby.Hahaha.All thanks to BESTFRIEND! :) So after that,BESTFRIEND was so nice as to actually walk home with me.Awwwww! :) I LOVE MY BESTFRIEND MAN!Hahaha.Spent some time slacking by my house there with BESTFRIEND and then we parted. :( Awwww..Hahaha.Nvm!I'll get to see BESTFRIEND soon!Going to chat with BESTFRIEND tonight later about something important.HAHAHA!All in all...
I LOVE MY BESTFRIEND!
&BESTFRIEND MADE ME A VERY HAPPY GIRL!
<3

♥ Te amaré por siempre más.,
Sunday, June 21, 2009
Time now: Sunday, June 21, 2009

You broke my heart.I glued it back together and bandaged it to keep it
together.
But how long is it going to last..?Until all the bandages and
stitches and glue don't work anymore..?
How long more am I going to have to endure this..?
I don't know...
I just want to lie down and never ever wake up again...
Can anybody grant me just this one wish..?
Please....



Wooha.Today's FATHERS' DAY! :) Surprised daddy this morning. :) Skipped sunday school for it.Haha.Woke up at abour 9+ then made daddy breakfast,after that did mummy's and my siblings and I went in with our surprise.Hahaha.Guess what..?We all came out in the end.LOL.So yeah.That was pretty much all.Haha.Oh...I'm starting to fall sick I think.Having a major headache now. :) Still can smile..I think something's wrong with me.Hahaha.Shall end here now.Buh bye

♥ Te amaré por siempre más.,
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Time now: Thursday, June 18, 2009

Let it go
Let it roll right off your shoulder
Don't you know
The
hardest part is over
Let it in
Let your clarity define you
In the
end
You will only just remember how it feels

Our lives are made
In these small hours
These little wonders
These twists and turns of
fate
Time falls away,
But these small hours
These small hours
Still remain

Let it slide
Let your troubles fall behind you
Let it shine,
Till you feel it all around you
And I don't mind
If it's me you need to turn to
We'll get by
It's the heart that
really matters in the end

Our lives are made
In these small hours
These little wonders
These twists and turns of fate
Time falls away
But these small hours
These small hours
Still remain

All of
my regret
Will wash away somehow
But I cannot forget
the way I feel
right now

In these small hours
These little wonders
These twists
and turns of fate
Yeah, these twisted turns of fate
Time falls away
Yeah, but these small hours,
These small hours
Still remain

Yeah, oh they still remain
These little wonders
All these twists
and turns of fate
Time falls away
But these small hours
These little
wonders
Still remain


(^_^) ( . _ . ) (- . - ) zzz

Gawd...I've got millions of emotions stirring around me right now.I'm feeling happy,sleepy,sad,missing ***...Hahaha.Ohwell..Tml going to take my mind off of it all man! :) Hahaha.Shall end off now. :) Feeling satisfied now.I guess... :)

♥ Te amaré por siempre más.,
Monday, June 15, 2009
Time now: Monday, June 15, 2009




Ugh.Feel so sick with myself..Why can't I just get this over with..?I don't care if he's like your own Edward.Screw the whole stupid Edward delusion!Forget about him already!Do you honestly think he's the one for you?I think not..C'mon!It doesn't take a genius to see that he isn't the one.That he's been toying with you.Although you'd like to think that he does repriprocate the same feelings as you.Damn it all.They're all lies!Can't you see that?All lies...Stop living in that stupid fantasy world of yours already.Wake up!Snap out of it!You can't carry on like this!Get a grip and get a life.If not,I'll take tha damn life away from you...

♥ Te amaré por siempre más.,
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Time now: Sunday, June 14, 2009

Hmm..Slacked a lot today.Don't know why but I was feeling uber tired and I slept till 10+..?Gosh.Skipped breakfast as usual and started reading New Moon. :] Movie's coming out soon ya know!Hahaha.Anyway,after that decided to clear my table.Gawd..It's like a rubbish dump.It's completely cluttered with books and papers.Haha.But if I think my table's a dump,wait till I see my wardrobe.Hahaha.It's a complete mess.Clothes are like strewn everywhere in my cupboard. :] What to do..?I've got a hell lot of clothes.Hahaha.When I start packing it again,it's going to be my 5th time this year. :) Hahaha.Got to find a way to prevent it from getting all messy again. :P Then after that went for lunch at united square.Hahaha.Now my cousins are over at my house playing tiao qi with my sister.LOL!Not bad,so young also know how to play.&&&all 5 of us are like chao da man!Hahaha.Sublings and I went kuching for kayaking and my 2 cousins went Bintan for some church camp. :] Hmm...Tonight daddy's coing home from Thailand and then we're going to Raffle's Town Club for dinner with uncle.Hmph.Late dinner tonight. :[ Ohweeeeell...Tml still need to go back to school.Damn.Don't feel like going.So early... :[ Argh.No choice.Gotta try to complete as much of my art work as soon as possible.Guess I shall be skipping lunch again.Gawd...This sucks. :[

♥ Te amaré por siempre más.,
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Time now: Saturday, June 13, 2009

When you find yourself
In some far off place
And it causes you to rethink some things
You start to sense that slowly
You're becoming someone else
And then you find yourself

When you make new friends in a brand new town
And you start to think about settlin' down
The things that would have been lost on you
Are now clear as a bell
And you find yourself
Yeah that's when you find yourself

Where you go through life
So sure of where you’re headin'
And you wind up lost and it's
The best thing that could have happened
‘Cause sometimes when you lose your way it's really just as well
Because you find yourself
Yeah that’s when you find yourself

When you meet the one
That you've been waitin' for
And she's everything that you want and more
You look at her and you finally start to live for some one else
And then you find yourself
That’s when you find yourself

When we go through life
So sure of where we're headin'
And we wind up lost and it's
The best thing that could have happened
‘Cause sometimes when you lose your way it's really just as well
Because you find yourself
Yeah that's when you find yourself

Sealed with love <3

♥ Te amaré por siempre más.,
Friday, June 05, 2009
Time now: Friday, June 05, 2009

Oh gawd.Last night's PCD concert rocked man!A last minute thing but it still rocked. :) Still feeling kinda bad though..Was suppose to stay back in school after english to study science with Keith..But then Jess called and invited me to join her as she had an extra ticket.So yeah...Mummy allowed so I went.Feel so bad... :( But the concert was great.Nicole is still as hot as ever.Poor Jessica(no,not my diva gfriend.the PCD girl.LOL!)hurt her back.Ouchies..! >_< So there was only four of them : Nicole,Melanie,Kimberly and Ashley. :] Cool..I remembered all their names.LOL!So yeah.Plus Jessica,it would be five.Hahaha.Used to to seven of them though.LOL!So anyway...They sabg quite a few songs.The crowd was wild man!They were all cheering and screaming and singing.LOL!&I was one of them. :D Jess did it too.Haha.Anyway...if I'm not wrong,they sang Doncha,Watcha Think About That,When I Grow Up,Stick With You,Halo,Elevator,Jai Ho,Bottle Pop,Hush Hush(I Will Survive) Remix,I Don't Need a Man,Wait A Minute and many more.The most memorable one was Stick With You.Amanda(some girl from Jess's school),Mong Yi,Jess and I had our arms around each other,swaying and singing to the music.I swear....I could have just cried on the spot man.I mean...Classic moment for me.Recently,have been going through a hell lor of shyt.What with school,tuition,class conflicts,bitches and whatever nonsense life throws at me...When I heard that song and sang my heart out with Jess,I just felt a wave of relief wash over me.I felt so glad that although Jess and I are no longer school-mates or neighbours...We're actually still as close as ever.&I am just oh-so greatful to her.I'm so glad that even though we have our own time zones,she's always there for me.I can always go to her when I need her girl power. :) Anyhoo...LOL.We took some pictures and I'm waiting for them!Hahaha.&today I'm leaving for Kuching. :( Going to miss my bfriends... :) Shall get a little something for my peeps. :) Hahaha.I love my circle of friends. :) Alright,I'm out!¡Adiós! ¡Hasta luego! :D

♥ Te amaré por siempre más.,
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Time now: Thursday, May 28, 2009

Went to school for Chinese only.Got back our report books too.One word - HORRENDOUS!Gawd.I completely flunked my maths,scince and chinese.Combine improved a little.Passed only my english and part.Pathertic man.Total I've got like 40+ points..?Shyt man.But on the bright side,I don't need to go for S2E.&back onto the gloomy side,I'm not going to touch the comp at all.From now on,I am not going to use the comp.No matter how badly I want to. :( Must do well fro Prelims and then ace O levels. :) I can do it!Quoted from someone famous : IF YOU CAN DREAM IT,YOU CAN ACHIVE IT. :) Hahaha.Gonna make momma and poppa proud.Hahahaha.Shall end here now.CIAO! <3

YOU'RE THE NEW CLASSIC
YOU'RE THE PYT
STANDS FOR PAID,YOUNG AND TAKING ON THE WORLD FROM THE DRIVER'S SEAT
YOU'RE CLASSIC,FANTASTIC
WHEN YOU'RE ON THAT FLOOR
YOU BRING THE BEAT BACK
COME ON LET'S SEE YOU DO THAT!
:)

♥ Te amaré por siempre más.,
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Time now: Sunday, May 24, 2009

Heehee.Today was great. :) After church went to Plaza Singapura to watch Night At The Museum 2 with Keith. :) Must watch man!Haha.I know O level chinese is coming soon and I should be studying for it.BUT...!I seriously needed a break so I took the opportunity to relax and let my hair down. :) So yeah.Waited for Keith at the Daughby Gaught MRT control station and then we went to get his Tako Balls.LOL!Then we bought the tickets.Man was it seeling out fast!But we still managed to get our tickets. ^_^ Then after that we were suppose to go watch Monsters Vs Aliens...But I didn't want to watch.Hahahaha.So cute.He kept saying please but I kept saying no.Hahaha. :) So we walked around PS aimlessly.LOL!Went to the basement and he bought another box of Tako Balls.Was suppose to share with him but didn't feel like eating,so I just ate one. :) Then I bought Yummi Yougurt Ice-cream!YUM~! :) After that went to the arcade but didn't play anything.Hahaha.Then I think we went to Action City.LOL.Played with some of the stuff there then we left.Hahahaha! :) Overall,I'M A HAPPY LITTLE GIRL. (^_^) <3

♥ Te amaré por siempre más.,
Friday, May 22, 2009
Time now: Friday, May 22, 2009



Haha.Thought the picture was rather cute.So I uploaded it here. :) Sweet right?Hahaha.Anyhoo...Life seems better now a days.Mummy and daddy seem to be so much more tolerant now a days.Kinda scary,ya know.But ohwell...It's nice.Daddy and mummy not so strict anymore.Going to have to study hard and get good grades to prove to daddy and mummy that I can do it and make them proud. :) Hmmm..Today was rather slow.Hahaha.Had MT then art.GAWD.So dying man.It seemed so much easier when I first started.Suddenly it's N level all over again.Argh.But luckily I had Keith with me to help me.Hahaha.He was my motivator.Everytime I do art until I just feel like throwing the board out the window and dumping everything in the bin.Hahaha.But Keith told me to relax and he played some slow songs from his phone for me to listen to.To calm my nerve.Hahaha.So nice of him. :) Anyway,after english slacked awhile in classed then went for art.Well,I did.Keith went to play bowling at Safra with his family.Hahahaha.Tml gotta go for dental.Then it's 4 hours of tuition. :( O level Chinese coming soon.Need to do well.Going to aim for an A1 or A2. :) Musy JY.Then after that need to do Maths tuition homework.Revision on Vectors.Surprisingly,when I did it during tuition,I could manage. :) So was Matrices.But there were a few mistakes here and there. :) So maybe topic wise,I am okay.I just need to strengthen them and then doing exam papers will be a breeze for me. :) Wow.I'm actually being very optimistic about this.Hahaha.Guess everything's starting to work out well for me after all. :) &speaking of things working out,since a ertain something sin't workin gout for me,I'm letting it go.&about time too.LOL!Gotta start focusing on my studies,no more getting distracted. :) I am so going to ace my O levels!Hahahaha.Sound so confident...Is that good?LOL.Kay,shall end here now.Ciao! <3

♥ Te amaré por siempre más.,
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Time now: Thursday, May 21, 2009

Ahh...I think I'm falling sick.Chest feels very itchy,I think I've got phlem stuck inside.Argh.&today I got a terrible headache after PE.Shyt man...&we found out that in our class of 29 only 5 people passed.24 out of 29 got all F9 or E8 or whatever shyt.GAWD.&there are some of us who need to so Victor Owyong.Argh.Lim Seng Heng needs to be seen too.So damn dead mannnnn~!Audrey and I were damn moody la.Cried a tinie weenie bit after that too.Heng,K wasn't there of he's sure to ask alot of questions and call me silly... :( I'm crying over such a "trivial" matter.Ah crap.Don't know h ow am I going to break the news to my parents.They are going to be so disappointed with me.Hope they can see things like Mr Ow.He said "I DON'T CRE ABOUT YOUR MID YEAR RESULTS AT ALL.WHAT MATTERS IS YOUR O LEVEL."Hmmm....Seriously can't wait for MT O level paper to come.1st June finish le,2nd JUne rest.3rd June go for English O Level Seminar,4th June rest again.5th June until can't remember when going to Kuching with Jessica's (minus Jessica) for a little holiday fun. :) We're going KAYAKING! :D Hahahaha.Yay.Kay,shall end here now. :)

♥ Te amaré por siempre más.,
Friday, May 15, 2009
Time now: Friday, May 15, 2009

"We were given: Two hands to hold. To legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find."



Hmmm...Well,this whole week sucked.At least for the moment.Got back our mid-year papers.Seriously suck man.I failed like...everything..?All my subjects are like F9 or E8..?Like WTH.Don't even dare tell my parents..So I planned all my tuition schedual le.I am so going to regret it.Your eyes are sure to pop out too...Let me see.Monday and Friday I have Humanities Extra Lesson.Tuesday and Satuerday I have Maths and Science Tuition.Wednesday and Friday is for Art.So my only free day is Sunday.Nice right..?But that is just next week.The following week,everything this the same.Only Monday,Thursday and Friday have Mother Tongue Extra Lesson.Damn...So I'm going to relax while I can.Tml going to have GNO with Jessica!Whoop-de-dooo!Hahaha.Going to watch The ramen Girl. :) But first we have a dinner to go to.LOL!A little gathering for the people from 24 @ Newton Road.Hahaha.Miss the good old days man.Sigh...But after than must cheong studies already.Damn..1st June is Chinese Prelims already I think.So fast la.After that is "O" Level le.Gawd!TAnyway,today Keith taught Tiara and I how to play Chinese Chess..LOL.First he taught me how to play Tai Ti.At least refresh my memory la.Then now he's teaching my Chiese Chess.Hahaha!How nice. :) Argh...My eyes are feeling so damn heavy.Guess I shall go to La La Land now.Or then again,maybe I'll just stay up a little longer. :) Ciao!

" If you love something, let it go. If it comes
back to you, its yours forever. If it dosent, then it was never meant to be."

♥ Te amaré por siempre más.,
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Time now: Sunday, May 10, 2009

Well,guess I've decided to use the comp after all. :) Hahaha.Today was fun man.LOL!In church la.We were going for sunday classes and noelle and I saw this packet of snacks filled with kit-kats and Reese's.Haha.&we kept eating in class while the teacher was teaching.Heh heh.Then after class Marcus and oh-snap-I-can't-remember-his-name-right-now came down with hteir hands full of kit-kats and Reese's.LOL!So we ate and ate and ate.Man was it yummy!It's been awhile since I last ate chocolates man!Chocolates are the bomb! :D So yeah.After that we started chit chatting and what's-his-names suddenly said "do you know if your hand is bigger than your face,you're stupid..?"I immediately knoew what they were going to do so I just smiled at them and Constance put her hand to her face and Marcus whacked her h and and she hit her own face.Hahahaha!Damn funny la!Then what's-his-name said he knows another one.He said"let's do the wave.come one,all hold hands.(points to me)you start the wave okay?....Maybe not.Ashley,you start."So we did the wave and when it reachced'what's-his-name,he slapped ashley right in the face and he got stunned!For a moment his face was like 0.0!Hahahaha!We were all laughing our asses off man!LOL.Anyway,putting aside the jokes.Time to get down to business. :)

A message to mummy dearest(although I know fully well you won't be able to see this) :


Dearest Mummy,
thank you for raising up the three of us so wonderfully.I know it is hard for you to put up with all our crap and argueings all the time.But really,thank you mummy for putting up with all our crap.I know I am the oldest amoung the three of us but I am forever making you and daddy worry about me.Sorry,mummy.But I am 16 going on to 17 now.I promise you that I will grow up and learn to take care of myself.Then you won't have to worry so much about me anymnore. :D All in all,thank you mummy for loving us oh so unconditionally!WE LOVE YOU! <3

♥ Te amaré por siempre más.,
Saturday, May 09, 2009
Time now: Saturday, May 09, 2009

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever




Hmmm...Because I'm not planning to use the comp tomorrow.I shall take the opportunity to wish all the mothers out there a very...

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!

♥ Te amaré por siempre más.,
Friday, May 08, 2009
Time now: Friday, May 08, 2009

Well...It's now safe for me to say...EXAMS ARE OVER!At least for now.This is just the prelims and I screwed up my practical exam today.Hell...But I managed to salvage it.Thanks to the power of theory.Hmmm...Anyway,yesterday went to TP with mummy and man did we do a hell lot of shopping...First I bought 2 new Pjs!Haha.Lame,I know.But come on...!It's like the Little Ms and Mr!Hahaha.I got another one but it's some japanese show.Real old.Hahaha.Then went to get my mascara.Heh heh.Run out already.Or is it dried up..?Whatever.I got new ones and they rock!LOL!It came with a free lip-gloss! :) I sound so stingy.LOL!Then went to buy some of mummy's stuff and then I saw this pair of shoes that seriously reminded me of Pocahontas but a little more modern.HAHAHA!Bought that and then saw a bag that totally matched the shoes but mummy thought it was too much.Hahaha.The bad and the shoes may totally go off.Haha.Then I saw this set of clothes that I (sad tyo say)...SIMPLY MUST HAVE!Hahaha.It's suppose to be a tank top,but I got the top that you're suppose to tie around your neck. and this totally awesome short skirt! :D It was so damn nice mannn!Then mummy saw this top that once again I simply love and must have...It was a orange shirt with a hoooddd!Boom babe!LOL!I think I'm becoming s shop-a-holic..Oh wel.... :) It's just so damn nice!Can't wait to wear it out!Hahaha. :) Hmmm...Suddenly,I'm missing my best friend...Gawd.So now I'm moody...Ugh.Shall end noe...TTYL.

♥ Te amaré por siempre más.,
Tuesday, May 05, 2009
Time now: Tuesday, May 05, 2009

Woohoo!3 down,5 more to go. :) This year's mid-years went surprisingly well. :) Okay la.Not well but I think it was kinda managable. :) If possible,I would love to think that I can pass my mid-eayrs this year.How many points am I going to get..?I have no idea.But I guess it's good to know that I can pass my mid-years.Especially my maths.If I can pass my maths,I'll be the happiest girl ever man!Hahaha. :) Tml's Physic's paper.Was cheoing for it during tuition today la.Haha.Hopefully it'll help me for the paper tml.Coach was like "gaurantee tomorrow's paper you will do well arh?"Haha.I was like "no gaurantee and no promises.But it should be okay".Hahahaha!Anyways,went home earlyyy!Haha.Slacked at home then wemt to have lunch at United Square after picking up siblings from school.Had subwayy(eat crap,so somebody will say..)!Hahahahaha!Then went to popular to buy my file.Old one dying already.Hahaha!Then I found my book!HUNTED!My hunt for the Hunted is finally over!LOL! :) &I just realized that I've got a few really fav songs that keeps playing in my m ind.Hahaha!Damn nice!Can have my own countdown.Hahaha.Shall give it a shot here. :)

1. More Than Me - Jordan Cahill
2. LOVE - The League
3. Oooh Ah Soungs - Colby Odonis
4. Roll The Credits - Paula Deanda
5. How Do You Sleep - Jesse McCartney ft. Ludacris

Hahaha.That's all so far,I guess. :) Guess I'm in a pretty good mood today.Hahaha.Suprisingly.. :D Hahahaha.Kay,shall end here now.Ttyl! <3

♥ Te amaré por siempre más.,
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Time now: Wednesday, April 29, 2009

:) Hmm...What shall I talk about today...Hahaha.Mid-years are just round the corner.Next week to be exact.But ya know what..?I'm feeling super duper relaxed... O_O Hence the super duper weird decision to use this font for this post.Hahahaha!Oh gawd..I'm feeling high.LOL!I feeel goooood! :) I think this song made me feel so much happier today. :) GIVE ME YOUR LOVE.GIVE ME YOUR HEART,AS BRIGHT AS THE MOON AND AS DEEP AS THE SEA, :) Hahahaha.Daddy and mummy seem to be in a good mood too!Hahaha.Guess things are finally taking a much much better turn now.Hahaha.&&&I got my INKSPELL at last!Hahaha.Went to OnePage after school today to buy.Feel so happy.Then came home slacked and started to wrap my books.Gotta protect all my faourit books.Hahaha!Twilight is so damn torn,my heart is broken into two...Hahaha!Guess I'd better be careful with who I lend my book to. :) Kk,shall end now.Dinner timeeee! :)

♥ Te amaré por siempre más.,
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Time now: Sunday, April 26, 2009

Boy in the beginning,
The beginning it was me and you
I was Bonny and you were Clyde
And we were running,
We were running for the end, we knew (R, roll the credits)
But then in the middle,
In the middle you went and changed the script
Took a pencil and erased my happy ending
Instead of loving you, I feel so sick


I know I'm being all stupid and idiotic now,but I'm letting my heart rule over me again.Can't help missing him.I should stop and concentrate on my studies now.Crucial year now,but I really really really can't stop thinking of him.I thought that I've finally gotten over him.A little too easily,so I thought.Too easy.Almost impossible.&I was right.I was just fooling myself.I've not gotten over him.It's true,I have gotten control over the green monster.Tamed it and locked it up properly.But there's another monster in me.The love monster.It's pathetic.Well,maybe that's just what I am.I'm a pathetic little girl.Falling so hard for a guy.It's despicable.An embarrassment.Just thinking of it makes me sick.But if that's how I feel,why doesn my heart do a little skip whenever I see him or think of him?All the times we spent together.All the fun we had together.Both of us going through some shyt together.Well,mostly me.But he was always there for me.Always there to cheer me up.Yeah,we started of as acquaintances to classmates to schoolmates to friends to god-brother and god-sister to best friends.May sound like I real nice sequence but it's not as nice as it sounds.People will always give you the two-of-them-are-together look or the-two-of-them-are-such-a-cute-couple look or even worse,the she's-so-not-good-enough-for-him look.Seriously,it's like WTF.Gawd.Don't know why I'm talking about this.Guess it has been bugging me for awhile and I just needed to rant it out.Whatever.I'm done here.Bye

♥ Te amaré por siempre más.,
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Time now: Saturday, April 25, 2009

Heyhey.Just saw my blog post from a few days ago.Guess I was just being a stupid,idiotic paranoid little girl.Talked to Audrey about it and have decided to let things be.I'm not going to bother about it anymore.&I guess life is so much better now.Now that I'm not experiencing any green monster.Guess I'm finally getting a hold of myself.Ever since I wrote that little esssay on Jealousy for english,I kinda learnt a little lesson while searching it up. :) So now I guess it's save to say I am green monster free.Hahaha.Anyway,recently some stuffs happened at home and I'm glad that everthing's okay now.Like phewww.&our mid-years are due two weeks time.Like holy shyt!I'm so not prepared for it!Did one maths paper2 today and man do I suck.Okay,I managed to do a few questions 0on my own.Some I just needed a little reminding.So I guess my maths over-all is okay. :) Which is good,I guess.I may be able to pass my maths this time round.As for my combine science...Sad to say,my chem is terrible.Gotta work on it.Physics still not so bad.But I still gotta work on it.Sigh...Btw,I'm planning on cutting my hair. :) Asked around about how I should cut it.Keith said dont.LOL.But fringe is okay,I guess.Say cut bangs..Worried I'll look lik some china doll.Haha.Nvm,shall ive it a shot. :) Will ask mummy to cut for me.Mumy's the best :) Speaking of hair...I haven't bathe yet.Hair looks damn freaking oily mannn!Shall go shower after this.DAMNNN~