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Her name is Valerie.Born December 30.Stopped celebrating her birthday in 2008.Currently studying in FMSS as the graduating class of 09.Hopes to get into Ngee Ann to do Vetenarian Science.Loves her dearest friends:Jessica,Keith,Kenneth...etc. :) Too many to mention.Loves all things vintage&countrified.
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♥ Te amaré por siempre más.,
Friday, June 27, 2008
Time now: Friday, June 27, 2008

Everyday,I tell meself:
Smile.Though your heart may be breaking.

But you know what?Each day,I just find it harder&harder for me to stay happy&smile.Do you know what's worse?What's worse is loving someone&they don't even know or even care!Do you know the amount of agony I'm going through?Do you have any idea how painfully my heart aches whenever I think of you?Do you have any idea at all?How many times I've looked out my window&thought of jumping into the world out there?Or even stand at the fourth floor of the school&fight the temptation to climb up the railing&just jump?But because of you,I just can't bring myself to do it.I just can't!I can't bear the thought of never seeing you again,never to see your smile,hear your voice or even feel you.But as the days go by,these past five days,I can't help but feel that we have drifted apart.We no longer laugh or play as we used to.I just don't understand,why is it that I can see that we're drifting apart and that things are now no longer the way it was before and you can't?Why is it so hard for you to see that all of these things are hurting me really badly and deeply?Because of you,my heart now has a big huge scar on it and my heart is now no longer filled with happiness,joy,faith or hope.All of them have flowed away with all the love when you made a gash on my heart.Now all I have is an empty heart.A heart without hope,peace,joy,happiness and love.And to think I was so naive as to think that one day I will finally be able to have my happily ever after.So naive as to think tthat one day,I can finally lay my head on your shoulder and feel glad to have you by my side.Or to even lay my head on your chest and just listen to your heart beating and your gentle breathing.But knowing deep down inside that it will never ever happen,but still,I continued to believe.Guess I was right,all of these is just some stupid famtasies that my heart and mind made up to give me hope.But once again,like how you scared my heart,you have broken all my hopes when I took so much pain to gather all of them and put them all together.And all of it was partly your fault too.ALl thanks to you and your sweetness and all the things you used to do in the past.You made my heart grow so fond of you that it stayed with you despite all the warnings it got.And look what happened to it?It's all broken and dying.And all I can say is that you took my heart and lifted it high and watched it fall down.Hard.And you waited for me to pick up the pieces,but I will never ever be the same again because all thanks to you,my heart is now scared for life.But my heart just won't learn its lesson!It is still growing very fond of you,day by day,it grows even fonder of you and soon it's just going to die and leave this girl here alone without a heart.Once that happens,this girl will no longer have any emotions,no more feelings but mostly,NO MORE LOVE.Maybe there won't even be anymore of me in this world!One day,you might just be glad to find out that I have finally managed to leave this world without any suferrings,just memories of this world.Memories that were once beautiful but now ruined by the way things have suddenly turned out.*Sigh*I have no idea whatelse to say anymore.Maybe I'll just say good-bye now.So,GOOD-BYE