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Her name is Valerie.Born December 30.Stopped celebrating her birthday in 2008.Currently studying in FMSS as the graduating class of 09.Hopes to get into Ngee Ann to do Vetenarian Science.Loves her dearest friends:Jessica,Keith,Kenneth...etc. :) Too many to mention.Loves all things vintage&countrified.
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Monday, November 10, 2008

Time now: Monday, November 10, 2008

Do you have any idea how hard it is just trying to be pure?

Went for dance today.Wanted to sleep in one leh.Raining.Don't feel like going tomorrow.But no choice. :( Anyway,woke up&got out of bed feeling damn sluggish.Was in a total daze.Was like wash up,change into dance clothes,drank my strawberry yougurt milk then left the house.All in all,I wasn't really myself.Life is like a endless show for me.I'm forever on stage putting on a act with no exit for me.Maybe the only exit for me is if I just drop dead.I'm forever plastering on a smile to hide the pain in my heart.&if I cry,the tears are the words my heart uses to explain when my fake smile can't cover up the pain.Since that's the case,I guess I'll be crying everyday.Cause I really can't keep the smile from slipping off of my face any longer.It keeps slipping and I have been catching it before it falls and shows my true feelings.Very soon,I won't be bothered to catch the mask on my face and just let my true feelings show.&all everybody will see is a girl with a torn and shattered world,tears flowing down my face.Everey since the start of the holidays,I have been having this empty feeling inside of me.Like something is missing,or maybe like I have lost a part of me. :( Maybe I really need to get away from here.Away from everything.Everything that seems to remind me of HIM,so it seems to me. :( Or maybe just go somewhere alone and just hope to find myself.Hm..Maybe I'll consider that..Ok,I'm done.I'm out.