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Her name is Valerie.Born December 30.Stopped celebrating her birthday in 2008.Currently studying in FMSS as the graduating class of 09.Hopes to get into Ngee Ann to do Vetenarian Science.Loves her dearest friends:Jessica,Keith,Kenneth...etc. :) Too many to mention.Loves all things vintage&countrified.
Currrent emotion:STRESSED OUT!
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Every now &then,whenever I see couples.
I will just stare,bleed in the heart,tears in my eyes & hope that I'll just
DROPDEAD!
I can't take this anymore.Every night,I dream of HIM.Every morning,the first thing that comes to mind is HIM.WHatever I do reminds me of HIM.Dammit.I really can't take it anymore.All I know(more like feel) that this is the part where the end is going to start.But a end to what..?A friendship?A life?*sigh*No idea what to do now.My life is so screwed.My worst fears have finally caught up with me.Me,losing the friend I have treasureed the most. :( All my life,I thought the only friend whom I will treasure the most will be Jess.But now,things have changed.Now I have more friends whom I treasure the most.People whom I can't afford to lose.Jess,Keith,Kenneth&Aisyah.They have been with me through thick&thin.Losing them is like losing a part of me.Maybe if I lost anyne of them,I'll just give up my life.*sigh*Really miss the good old days.Where everyone was innocent and nothing could go wrong. :( Guess once we grow older,not only do we change.But the way people see us,treat us all change too.&the innocence we used to have is all gone too.*sigh*Guess there's really nothing I can do now.But to keep myself occupied and get my mind off of HIM.Like today,didn't think of HIM when I was roller-blading&watching everybody swimming in the pool.¬ to forget while I was dancing.,my mind was totally focused on dancing¬hing more.I'll bet I won't even mind having dance everyday.But what's the point of running away from all of this?Maybe leaving Fairfield won't be such a bad thing.Maybe if I leave Fairfield,I can start life all over again.I don't have to live in the shadow of my past anymore.That is a good idea.But Fairfield is my home too.I don't want to leave it just yet.Hm...I'm so stuck in the middle. :( Gosh...Shall end here then.I'm out.