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Her name is Valerie.Born December 30.Stopped celebrating her birthday in 2008.Currently studying in FMSS as the graduating class of 09.Hopes to get into Ngee Ann to do Vetenarian Science.Loves her dearest friends:Jessica,Keith,Kenneth...etc. :) Too many to mention.Loves all things vintage&countrified.
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Friday, February 06, 2009
Time now: Friday, February 06, 2009

TGIF.Today was a rather sleepy,restless,pissed,sad,teary,crying,sobbing,moddy,tired,grumpy friday.Woke up this morning damn restless.Seriously felt like turning off my phone and go back to sleep.But too bad,my body was slowly waking up already.Plus I'll need an MC if I skip school. So yeah,gathered in form class today.Took temperature.I got 35.9?I'm cold-blooded.Nice.Then the worst of the worst came.Cikgu scolded our class.She can't stand our class anymore.She kept scolding and scolding and my heart kept sinking and sinking.I was on the verge of tears,but I held back.I managed,but she yelled again and my barrier broke a little more.But Keith(my bf,my brother,my master,my shifu and siew mai)was around.And although he doesn't really know it,he kept my barrier up a little longer.And the bell rang!Yes!Saved by the bell.Walked to the chinese class with a super heavy heart and I tried to pretend like nothing happened.But I felt my barrier and heart breaking and when laoshi was talling us about remedial and who was going.I asked her something and she didn't answer,the barrier just broke and I cried.Like shyt.But thanks to Audrey,she cheered me up.Apparently,we're the only 2 emotional ones.Everyone could still laugh and play while the 2 of us could only cry. :( Argh.Did quite a bit of catching up with her. :) Talked about the old times and how we wish we could go back there.I even told her something I never told anyone.The reason why I was emotionally stronger was because I was metally occupied.Past 2 years,I was the chairman of the class.I had lots of responsibilities and lots to do.But I loved it.Because it took my mind off of thigs that troubled me and would make me cry.Even if I do cry,I would do it where nobody can ever see or know.But now that I am no longer chairman,my mind is free to roam around and am now emotionally weak because of my not-so-busy-mind. :( Sigh.So yeah.Kept crying in school,but I managed to pull through.But all the crying made me feel super sleepy.Plus,I stayed back to help with the class mascot thing.Did quite a fair bit and my weariness caught up with me.Started feeling super tired.AGAIN.Crap.Kept thinking of what Cikgu siad and I would start to tear again.Which was why I was rather quite.Seriously wish Mr.Sim would come back and really wish he would take our class again.He was the only one who could change our class.Really miss Mr Sim like shyt.Want him back as our english teacher and form teacher. :( Ah crap.Anyway,had tuition with Jess.Caught up with her too.Miss the old days man.So care-free.Anyway,she asked me to join a hip-hop class with her.It's every Monday at 8.15pm.WOW.Probably one thing to help take my mind off of things.Dancing.And in a form that I love. :) Although it's on a school night and I might be tired,at least it'll take my mind away from all that's happening.And I seriously gotta find a day to run and sweat out all my anger and frustration and sadness. :) Don't know how long more I can take.What with all the scoldings from the teachers.More like from Cikgu Samsiah to exact.She's real nice but real scary when she scolds.And she's real straight-forward too. :( If this goes on,I'll be crying everytime she scold us.Once again,crap. :(

05.02.09
Everything was fine.Except I started feeling super tired and head a splitting headache.Plus,I'm trying to cut down on my computer time.Hence,the dead blog.I'll more or less update only during the weekends. :) So Mr.Tan,don't ask me about my blog!Don't read it everyday!Read it only during the weekends! :) Thank you!That's all folks.Thanks! :)

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